Another Unsent Letter

Dear _ O _ N,


I was surprised because you're gone in my facebook friend's list. I'm not sure what had happened with your account, did u cancelled your account? or perhaps it was just the facebook management fault. And then I've realized without facebook, without ym, without email, our communication is gone. I really felt our friendship is over. And I can't do anything on it. I don't exist in your world without those. Sometimes I think you were just a figment of my imagination, because you never really exist in reality...

I miss you so much ~ and it hurts! I still have to wait for months and worst years until I get there, to finally meet you. :(

Unexpected Sunday

I had a sunday class from 8am till 5pm. After our class, my bestfriendMean, Lara & I attended the Sunday Mass @ the SM mEgamall. Oh I almost forgot we were with Rein.



While waiting for the start of the mass, Lara & I was chatting quietly, and she opened up to me about Cris. So Cris and her friend was going out and texting blah blah. At first I was like oK! what's next? I thought I was fine, since it was almost a year ago when Cris and I went out together. But then, before I knew it I was talking to God and asking Him to pls heal the unseen wound in my heart. My prayer was answered right then and there, at the end of the mass Im feeling much better, I guess its a matter of letting go and letting God. And everything will fall into its right place. Anyway, the most unexpected thing that happened to me today was... I opened up my facebook to write something on my status message, and as I look at my usual featured friends, someone's missing, guess who? it was my Dear John. I'm not sure if he deleted me or he discontinued using his facebook, all I know was tears are flowing in my eyes. Ouch!!! What's the point of doing that?



I'm feeling so devastated. SERIOUSLY!!! Why is it happening to me?! and then I've realized if God is with me I need not to worry anything. From now on I will stop worrying about my love life. I know what I want, that's why I choose to wait Faithfully. God has a better plan for me, I may not know it for now. But it will unveil in the right time, and in the right place.

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Dear _ _ _ _,

I only have a few words to say and yet I don't know how to tell it to you, because my existence is long forgotten.

I just want you to know that I miss you, I miss you, I miss you and I miss you. And I'm still waiting for the day that our roads will finally cross.


Signed with love,
Kylie